I kept a journal for a while...

and it did not work, uhm, that well. You see, lots of stuff started happening and i'm not the type of gal who can handle a lot of things happening. So I journaled for about three hours a day *not all at once!* and im not the type of gal who calms down by writing my thoughts down and thinking about things rationally either. My writing gets WAY irrational. example:

My friend Abby coughed and mentioned the Swine flu.
that is SO dumb i mean, nobody has died of it yet...
except in Mexico. and aren't they saying its going to mutate?
OH MY GOD! LOUISIANA IS CLOSE TO MEXICO! We're
like RIGHT NEXT TO TEXAS!!! DID I JUST SNIFFLE?
OH MY GOD I HAVE SWINE FLU! IM DYING!

so basically, i did that for three hours a day for two months making any small problem or NO problem something huge (although a lot of the problems weren't small by any means) and it all mounted into a big mental breakdown (right before an exam too so i ended up not studying at all that night. that helped A LOT *sarcasm*). I vowed never to journal again... but i think i might blog. Blogging isn't as intense as journaling. You just rant and have fun talking to a general unknown reader on your computer.

So I'm going to start blogging again, and one of my favorite authors, Maureen Johnson, began Blog Every Day in April so I have dubbed May an unofficial, only including me, BLOG EVERY DAY IN MAY. I will blog everyday talking about various non-serious things. If somebody is actually reading this, warn me if I get apocalyptic and crazy. Im not repeating my journaling phase again. BLOG EVERY DAY IN MAY will begin tomorrow and I promise you, reader (probably me because I don't think anyone is ACTUALLY going to read this), you will be entertained.